Are you Surviving, Living or Thriving???

Are you Surviving, Living or Thriving???  An email sent to me asked this question, obviously from someone who IS Thriving, as I ignore my baby who is eating pizza and my eldest yells at me from his potty..."BATMAN, SPIDERMAN,  ALL DONE".  Hmmmm, what do you think?  I mean I guess it really depends on the day but even then rarely if ever would I say Thriving.  But today as I yell at my son, such a bad mommy, and drag myself around the house picking up after the perpetual messy monster who seems to roam freely, I would say somewhere between Surviving and Living....Siving?? Lurviving??

Does everyone feel this way

This is often a question or thought I have in my head.  Does everyone feel this way?  Does everyone feel lost and like they are running around with their head cut off?  or do they really have it all together?  Does everyone desire to have a sane life where everything falls into place and there is a rhythm to their life?  or do they already have that?  I am running around with my head cut off and then collapsing, I desire to have a sane life where everything falls into place and their is a rhythm but I can't seem to create it.  I am always playing catch up or make up or just trying to hold it all up.  How does this work this making life work?  Or does it just not?  Am I searching for something that is only found on the other side?  Oh, I feel so exhausted and just wish I could get it all together for once.  Anyone else?

WOW

will I ever get this right?  will I ever stop judging and just love people where they're at, just calm down and not try to be the best through my accomplishments?  it's hard but so rewarding to just relax and be who I am and let people like me or not based on that, and what peace it brings to love people instead of constantly trying to whittle them down to a person that is less than you....I need alot of work

Kinda funny

Kinda funny that I have this blog and never really use it and really don't know how. Seriously, it took me at least 5 minutes to find how to post a new post. AND I really want to become a follower of another blog but can't figure out how. AAAHHH, maybe I do not belong in the blog world. Any answers????

WHAT IS GOING ON???

So, at the moment three people I know are in the hospital with serious problems. It's such a sad messed up world. How can you say this is all there is? I mean if so-this sucks. What would be the point of going on? with no hope. This can't be all there is and this isn't what it was meant to be. I don't know, just babbling and struggling to work through all this. Our bodies are frail, just shows how lucky we are to be healthy and have everything functioning correctly. All I can do is keep praying.

The Snow

There's this weird thing that happens when it snows during the day. There's an eery feeling, normal everyday sounds are silenced and the sun is hiding behind the clouds, but not totally blocked. It's like the sun is hiding behind cotton balls, trying to get thru. Anyways, here is a photo that better describes what my words cannot express.