Well....

So, I have two blogs to write but will start with the easier of the two, I think I might write a book.  I know-WHAT???-not something I ever had a desire to do, I am not a writer, I once had a good friend who told me she felt I would write a book one day.  We both were like REALLY?  So, this book comes from my struggle being a mother, an unorganized, routine fighter, detailess (yes I made that word up), frustrated, anger, self-focused still craving my own way mother.  I mean it can be frustrating to me to be a mom esp when I see these other moms who it just flows out of them-second nature.  At first I thought it was a failure in me, then I realized people are different, I feel like being an emotional woman vs a logical one puts me at some disadvantage.  Women who tend to be more logical/thinkers don't usually react, they thing through the problems and look for the best solution, they don't waver on decisions.  I also notice women who are less selfish do better with motherhood.  Anyways, just some thoughts and observations.  So, I decided to write a book really to help myself-we'll see if it ever really becomes a book or if it just stays a journal for my journey.  These are some steps I've thought of:

1-time with God

2-make a plan

3-don't react

so, we'll see if I ever take the time, have the time.

Catch ya later