Life as I know it

So, I only seem to blog my deep-or shallow-thoughts.  When I am having some crisis of thought or lifestyle.  So, right now it is, "what's next?", what to do with our life now?  What does God want us to do?  What would be a good decision for us and our kids?  So hard, where's that neon sign?  Where's that wise person-and not just opinionated-to guide us?  UGH...on a lighter note Dave and I celebrated 11 years yesterday, I am lucky to be married to such an amazing man who travels with me, stands by me-even in my worst moods-and seeks God with all his heart, soul and mind.  And who loves me dearly.  Thank God....now to the rest of our life.