Does everyone feel this way

This is often a question or thought I have in my head.  Does everyone feel this way?  Does everyone feel lost and like they are running around with their head cut off?  or do they really have it all together?  Does everyone desire to have a sane life where everything falls into place and there is a rhythm to their life?  or do they already have that?  I am running around with my head cut off and then collapsing, I desire to have a sane life where everything falls into place and their is a rhythm but I can't seem to create it.  I am always playing catch up or make up or just trying to hold it all up.  How does this work this making life work?  Or does it just not?  Am I searching for something that is only found on the other side?  Oh, I feel so exhausted and just wish I could get it all together for once.  Anyone else?